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Jesus And The Atheist

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   In the wee hours of the morning on June 16, 2006, I had planned on committing suicide, for a myriad of different reasons. I was going to jump to my death at the very location I'd repeatedly been molested as a child, a cliff overlooking the Kankakee river located in the Kankakee River State Park (Illinois), a rather ironic place of beauty for such a horrendous crime to have continually taken place. Some 25 years after I was last abused as a child, while on my long and self-pitying way back to the Kankakee River State Park to kill myself, I was driving through a heavily wooded area - with very little to no light to help guide my way - when out of nowhere, a rather rambunctious and absent minded deer came storming out of the woods and into the left side of my compact vehicle, a sputtering and barely running, 1997 Ford Aspire. The result of the "accidental" collision left me with a dented car and a flat tire which only made me angrier and even more determined to end my lif...
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The Devil Inside Of Me

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  Fast forward to 2010 and long story short ... I had a dream, unlike anything I've ever dreamed before, in which an angel appeared to me bearing a very specific message from God Himself. In this dream, I was to create a very specific, light hearted, self a deprecating, and humorous singles ad listing 38 reasons why a single woman should marry me. This God ordained singles ad would garner media attention all across the world I was told, but I was forbidden to marry anyone until the year 2026. If I did marry before then, I was warned, Satan would surely have dominion over me and my unholy union. I didn't believe a word of my dream or the angel's warning in it, though I did it anyways out of sheer curiosity. Take a look at the pics and emails below. Only God Himself could have made me a newsworthy bachelor. What were the odds of my obscure singles ad catching the media's attention at just the right time on just the right day out of the billions of other websites out there...
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Angels Are Real

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 On September 28, 2019 ... I was days away from having my vehicle repossessed and losing my only job as a delivery driver. As I was working that day, in a desperate attempt to come up with the $620 dollars I needed to keep my car and full-time job, I picked up an elderly gentleman (who appeared to be homeless) after he begged me to give him a ride to the train station so he could visit his father. During our ride and completely out of nowhere, he told me I needed go home (after I dropped him off) so I could be with Lily, which was the name of my oldest dog. Even before I had a chance to ask him how he knew such a thing, the elderly gentleman told me the good Lord was going to bring His little angel home later that tonight. He told me my heavenly Father had used Lily to show me what unconditional love looked like. She was the angel and sign I had pleaded with God to show me the night before I was going to commit suicide he said. Don't you remember during your early twenties he asked...
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Glory Be To God

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  Despite the fact I'm a habitual sinner and have failed in life at almost everything I have ever tried ... The good Lord went and did this to me ... On August 18, 2025, I had another dream in which God spoke to me and blessed me above all other men as He said unto me ... "Fear not, for you have found favor in my eyes and are a man after my own heart. I am your heavenly Father, the most high God and the creator off all life and I come before you now with this most loving of messages. For the time has come for you to fulfill your God ordained destiny and the very purpose for which I created and breathed life into you. For you are my beloved child and prophet, and in you, I am well pleased. Now take courage and have faith my son, for the time has come for you to love one another and to share your testimony, your visions, and the truth in such a way I will make known unto you. Your life, your failures, the truth, and your love shall help save the eternal lives of millions of my f...
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